'Our forefathers has forged close relationships based upon mutual interests & mutual respect'.

Obama, Santory 2009 Speech


It is all bout mutual interests.
Whether on a global basis,
regional basis,
national basis,
community,
groups,
individual.

how sad. every man for his own.
if i could, be a bystander, a third person.
standing at the window,
like watching a musical,
all bewildered & amused.

思念是一种很旋的东西

这是人生本来就该有的刻苦明心。这次我什么都豁出去了。
青春
人生
梦想
人生
未来
人生
这次也许是人生中最重要的决定。


回头想想往日，童年的无知与年少的傲气，是我们拥有的回忆。
成长的痛苦正在前方，但我们有的是青春的辉煌，梦想的高扬， 明天的希望。
未来的路会恨漫长，但人生因为有这刻苦明心而有意思。


今天的刻苦明心是明天坐在沙滩上的回忆，是后来传说的故事。

my perogative

i always believed i owe any explanation only to myself.
your friends & family don't need it,
and your foes won't buy it anyway :)

any reasons why or why not or how i should or should not, had or not.
i firmly believe though, i need to explain my own actions & my future actions to myself.

i prefer much to save my breath on anyone else.

safekeep.

the best things in life, are the simplest- simplest to have, and simplest to lose.

i want to have, the simplest things in life. because the simplest things are the building blocks of man's opulence.

life's journey

'life is too long, if time is well-spent'



if i were to write my life as a story,
i might not be able to.
the parts of the stories not fitting into consequentials
all over the picture, incompleted picture or rather are incompleted pictures which were not going to fit anywhere to form any complete picture.
but they are not a in mess, it's just that the completed pictures are meant to be so.

i think, that's how a real life story actually is..
the bibligraphies of many famous people of sorts basically falls under the category of 'semi fiction'; details put forth & written well to form a complete & well-told life story.

wonder. i tried to ponder many a time, about my life.
& they all fall grey. parts & pieces of them.
not the melancholy grey, i am certain i am no pessimist, just a skeptic. and sometimes skeptic bout being skeptic.

realise. that in (my)life, there is no
exactly
precisely
definitely
indefinitely

i speak, yet hold my reservations about philosophy, ideals, utopia, love, relationships, people.
that explains my pieces of grey.





*to continue sometime*

心动 - 林晓培

有多久没见你 以为你在那里
原来就住在我心底 陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离 以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长 回头就看到你

过去让它过去 来不及
从头喜欢你 白云缠绕着蓝天
如果不能够永远走在一起
也至少给我们怀念的勇气 拥抱的权利
好让你明白 我心动 的痕迹

总是想再见你 还试着打探你 消息
原来你就住在我的身体守护我的回忆

i am but without a heart.

i suspect my brain is the pumping source of my life, not my heart.

so if there is a term 'brain death' referring to a living person with incapacity of brain-function.

i am in the condition of 'heart death'.